In the eleventh (1993) Urantia Foundation printing, a comma was inserted
after "not" in "At least I was not, even when".
Original Paragraph:
P620:2, 54:6.10
As you ascend in the survival experience, you will broaden your universe concepts
and extend your horizon of meanings and values; and thus will you be able the
better to understand why such beings as Lucifer and Satan are permitted to continue
in rebellion. You will also better comprehend how ultimate (if not immediate)
good can be derived from time-limited evil. After you attain Paradise, you will
really be enlightened and comforted when you listen to the superaphic philosophers
discuss and explain these profound problems of universe adjustment. But even
then, I doubt that you will be fully satisfied in your own minds. At
least I was not, even when I had thus attained the acme of universe philosophy.
I did not achieve a full comprehension of these complexities until after I had
been assigned to administrative duties in the superuniverse, where by actual
experience I have acquired conceptual capacity adequate for the comprehension
of such many-sided problems in cosmic equity and spiritual philosophy. As you
ascend Paradiseward, you will increasingly learn that many problematic features
of universe administration can only be comprehended subsequent to the acquirement
of increased experiential capacity and to the achievement of enhanced spiritual
insight. Cosmic wisdom is essential to the understanding of cosmic situations.