The story of Jesus' experience
in the temple at Jerusalem gratified the people of Nazareth, especially
his former teachers. By now Jesus had become adept at yoke making and
leather work. He was learning carpentry and cabinet making. The family
finances were improving; Jesus was permitted to resume his music lessons.
During this year Joseph and Mary began to entertain doubts about Jesus'
destiny-he was so difficult to understand, and nothing miraculous had
happened.
In September, 8 AD, Joseph
was killed at work by a falling derrick. Mary and the children were
overcome with sadness. Jesus, just fourteen years old, became the sole
support and guardian of his father's family. The youngest of the children,
Ruth, was born the following April, and Jesus took his father's place
in the delivery and care of the child.
Family responsibility
removed all thought in Jesus' mind of immediate plans to be about his
Father's business. He understood that the welfare of his earthly family
took priority over all other duties; the support of his family became
his first obligation.
During his fifteenth year,
Jesus became convinced that he was not to be the Jewish Messiah. He
was impressed by the phrase "Son of Man" in the book of Enoch, and decided
to adopt it as his title when he began his public work.
The greatest confusion
of his youth arose when he tried to understand the Scriptural reference
to the coming Messiah. Would he recognize this messiah? What would his
relationship be to him? Jesus thought through these and many other problems
as he worked at the carpenter's bench. Mary was alarmed at his strange
ideas and his frequent trips to the hilltops for meditation and prayer.
Jesus worked long hours,
faithfully fulfilling the responsibilities of his immediate situation.
Each passing month necessitated the practice of greater frugality. Jesus
donated his copy of the Greek scriptures to the Nazareth synagogue rather
than risk its confiscation by tax collectors. He rented a piece of land
where the other children each planted a vegetable garden. Jesus gave
serious thought to purchasing a small farm, but when their claim for
Joseph's back pay was denied, the family's dream of a life in the country
ended.